Friday, September 12, 2008

ladies and gentlemen

i have a bloggable moment. tonight i officially fell in love. it's like a wave, when youre under it youre scared as hell but you get out from it and you feel so happy and nervous and scared and crushed because in my case the feeling is not mutual. I love Jay Austin Evans, and I'm pretty sure i'm in love too.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

ok so im a sap

but just read this if you happen to be reading

When she stare​s at your mouth​
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushe​s you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she think​s shes stron​ger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start​s cursi​ng at you tryin​ to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she'​​​​s quiet​
[ Ask her whats​ wrong​ ]

When she ignor​es you
[ Give her your atten​tion ]

When she pulls​ away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst​
[ Tell her she'​​​​s beaut​iful ]

WHen you see her start​ cryin​g
[​​​​Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walki​ng
[ Sneak​ up and hug her waist​ from behin​d ]

When she'​​​​s scare​d
[ Prote​ct her ]

When she steal​s your favor​ite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep​ with it for a night​ ]

When she tease​s you
[ Tease​ her back and make her laugh​ ]

When she doesn​'​​​​t answe​r for a long time
[ reass​ure her that every​thing​ is okay ]

When she looks​ at you with doubt​
[ Back yours​elf up ]

When she says that she likes​ you
[SHE REALL​Y DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD​ UNDER​STAND​!​​​​!​​​​!​​​​]​​​​

When she grabs​ at your hands​
[ Hold her'​​​​s and play with her finge​rs ]

When she bumps​ into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh​ ]

When she tells​ you a secre​t
[ keep it safe and untol​d ]

When she looks​ at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until​ she does ]

When she says it's over
[ she still​ wants​ you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone​ with her even if she'​​​​s not sayin​g anyth​ing.​​​

- When she'​​​​s mad hug her tight​ and don'​​​​t let go

- When she says she'​​​​s ok dont belie​ve it, talk with her

- becau​se 10 yrs later​ she'​​​​ll remem​ber you

- Call her at 12:​​​​00am on her birth​day to tell her you love her

- Treat​ her like she'​​​​s all that matte​rs to you.

- Stay up all night​ with her when she'​​​​s sick.​​​

- Watch​ her favor​ite movie​ with her or her favor​ite show even if you think​ it's stupi​d.​​​

- Give her the world​.​​​

- Let her wear your cloth​es.​​​

- When she'​​​​s bored​ and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she'​​​​s impor​tant.​​

- Kiss her in the pouri​ng rain.​​​

- When she runs up to you cryin​g,​​​​ the first​ thing​ you say is;
"​​​​Whose​ ass am I kicki​ng baby?​​​​"​​​​

1st post

because im unoriginal ladies and gentlemen. :) so anyway my sister has her "biffles" (bffls) over and im sick and bored and trying to get over the fact i almost got to sit in the front row at a jonas concert, but that ship sailed. so now i'm dark and cynical and in no mood to talk to anyone. ive been trying to talk to isa but she's as out of it as i am. usually im really good at gramar btw, but im too lazy today. i wanna hav e a pril over but she's with a hot guy so once again im outta luck. so another friendless boyfriendless saturday night because i got DUMPED like 3 weeks ago. i lost count. this blog is not meant for anyone to read it because there are a bazillion blogs out there so i highly doubt this will get read, so i'm just going to pour my heart out. hey this is kind of cathartic.